RICH

Don't have money
Nothing mine's fancy
But I'm still richie
Cos I got honey

I'm not weary
I'm not angry
Just very happy
Cos I got sweetie

I know how love could kill me
Life and love, they both tricky
but they can't make me blurry
Cos I got you, to be called baby

Karma

KARMA

Did you do it on purpose?

Left me after you kick me at first

You tortured me when your anger burst

Among human you're the very cursed

Please remember

It is God's law running

Even for now is a men rule happening

What you did to me

To you will be coming

And to celebrate that time

I'll be singing

Pasangan

(08-08-08)

Cinta identik dengan pasangan
Saat pena tertoreh, kertas mengabadikannya
Saat debu sedang bosan, angin meniupnya
Saat matahari kelelahan, hujan menggantikannya
Saat api terlalu emosi, abu memperingatkannya

Namun tak selalu mereka berdampingan
Saat kertas terisi penuh, pena akan meninggalkannya
Saat debu tertiup, akankah angin kembali menemukannya
Saat matahari bugar, hujan diusirnya
Saat abu menguasai, api hanyalah hitam jelaga

Pergi

(08-08-08)

Kutatap sekali lagi bulu mata lentiknya
Kutiup lembut, dia pun tersenyum, terjaga
Aku membalas senyumnya dengan kecupan
Dia memejamkan mata
Siapa sangka itu senyum terakhirnya
Hanya tertidur tampaknya
Bahkan badai tak mampu bangunkannya
Ia telah tiada

Mad

(2003)

Cloudy day and misty thoughts are inside me
Though outside is as clearly as a summer can be
Honey. Honey. Honey.
The word feels bitter in my mind
I can't believe that you are one of that kind
Who steps on woman's heart
After you gave her wild card

Really a brain damage you've caused me
I keep on telling myself
That no one can heal that
But you,
The maker of my sad

If Only I Could

Sometimes...
We might regret
The kind of things that we have said
If only I could try to reach you
If only I could try to feel you
The way you felt for me
Just a second chance
That's only I need to be

All the things seemed to over for me
The time I saw your body
The way you lied in front of me
If only I could turn back the time
Time when you looked at me
With your heart right through me
The cold and numb were all inside me, baby
I'm very sorry

If only I could turn back the time
When I wasn't in love with you
When I never wanted you
So I could change it all
So you would know
I have sparks for you too
So you may go with my love
Not those misery feelings you knew

Kiss Me

Open the shield and reach me


Break the law and hug me


Grab the moment and kiss me

Fall for Life

(2008)

If it was fun to feel free
Why did you stop?
If it was free to feel love
How could you fail?
If it is love you would only fall for
So what life is?

Scarface

(13-10-2008)

He lives in pain
Everyday is a long day
Three hours of misery
Six hours of hard working
The rest time of crying
And bed time of hoping

Scarface lives in pain
No one loves him
Nobody wants him
Scarface lives in pain
He walks in his own path
He cries in his every sleep

Scarface lives in pain
Three hours of wandering the night
Six hours of searching something missing
The rest of times of regretting
And bed time of hoping
That he won't be awaken again

 

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Meeting Best Buddies! (With whom you spent 'that moments' IS what important!!!)

No...not something wild. No...not something illegal. No...not something naughty. Stop guessiiiiing!!

I met my bestfriends last night.

Just like what besties did when they met, we also did the same things. We took pictures, we drank (mine was sinom jamoo), we ate,; we dug our own histories and laughed about them, even they weren’t that entertaining at those times :D

We're talking sh*t, talking somebody else's stuffs (sh*t, red), talking somebody's somebody else's stuffs. We’re laughing something UNIMPORTANTS. We laughed a lot I could feel my face exercising! :D We’re laughing about what went on FB, on twitter and youtube.

I forgot how to act silly, how to laugh-till-cry and I even forgot how fun talking-trash is

I think if it's not accident, cancer, or any other serious illnesses that would take your lives, maturity would! 

People needs to relax and act silly, atleast once in a month in the rest of their lives. And once you acted silly, you will want some more! This is addicted! That's why it's hard to make childish people go mature!

Do you know how it feels to laugh continuously for 1 ½ hours? I do! Feels amazing, feels like you never got sad before. Like you never know what tears are! (Ok, this one is too much :D). Last night was amazing, we really should do that MORE!!! Such a shame we didn't get perfect form last night, there's no Putri, Dian, Yudha, and Depe. L

Oh yeah, I love you guys that much! :)

Kurt Hugo Schneider & Jake Bruene

Who are they? Well, if you ever searched on youtube, KURT's name certainly very familiar for you. He is a Yale graduate, yes he's a nerd who loves games. He produces online series known as "College Musical". He collaborates a lot with his friend Samuel Tsui. But I'm here not to talk about his sidekick, Kurt is what matter and important. He also produced original songs sang by Sam Tsui titled Don't Want an Ending; Start Again, but I LOVE how he acted inside his video about valentine's day! Very funny!!!

 

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He covers top 40 songs with Sam Tsui or Jake Bruene. Kurt and Jake are bestfriends. When they collaborate or doing the battle on youtube (Kurt vids vs Jake's vids), you can see that they're really close. Jake also Yale's graduate. How life is so unfair if u think about this, right? :))

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My favorite about them are, when they started the battle to cover songs using unique musical instrument with the help of unusual tools such as CELLPHONE or SQUEAKY TOYS.  :))

Well, all that I can say, they're awesome, cool, charismatic, smart, fun, anything u could say if u met a real SUPERMAN in real life!!!

These are their links!
Kurt's Youtube
Jake's Youtube

Words

Words can act beyond slap and kiss. 

Words can haunt beyond fear and fierce.

You might not breathe this bliss

But for me, 

word is impeccable finish.

Life

When everything destroyed, I should laugh
Because crying would be a fault

When I meet pain, I should smile
What is pain to be compared with living vain

When I'm dumped, I should be glad
For I know he's not the best

When you are missed, be concerned
Since you don't know what you are missed for

When you fly too high, be real
you are not in a dream

Killed

(20-01-2011)

He stands there
There's either a way to hell
Nor stairs to heaven
His fate?
Has been proven

He sees her, crying on him
He can tell through the glimmering glim
Himself, lying unshield
He has been killed

I've Come

(11-11-2004)

Scream! And Please make it loud
Run and hide! Til I find your track
I've come for you
I've come to take my justice
To taste the justify
I've come to speak my language
My evil soul language
And sing to my heart
My wounded shrinking heart
I've come to see the judge
My final judge
To judge you, people with mud and polluted heart
Why don't you start running now?
To give me a bit challenge anyhow
Cos I'll find you
Eventually

You Have To

Really, I just want you to be happy
That's why you have to pick me
I'm the one who will make you free
I need you to agree
For me, as your love story

Past and Future

(14-12-2005)

He is my past
Would you be my future?
If you ever be my past
Shall he be my future?
What about after you?
Would there be another person
Then you'll be history too?

But between you and him
There are gaps that couldn't be filled
He is my history and you are my next story
Though next story is just a history for next story
But I live in the now
It's your arm that surrounds me now

Nothing

(2005)

Nothing doesn't mean none of thing
I love you
Maybe that's nothing to you but to me a thing
You hate me
Maybe that's nothing for you but for me huge thing
The least you still care enough for hating
I may be nothing before you but I am something
I may be nothing for you but you're only one thing
And I'm worth big thing

Unforgivable Sinner

(1998)

You kick me like I'm trash
You slap me like I'm slave
Beating me is your bash
Don't you realize
You have awaken my brave

I swear of my heart
I'll drown you in the sea
There's no more we
I'll punch you like a bell
Send you to the hell

I will call your death
Without anyone beside you
I promise I won't be sad
The hatred just slightly bigger than I love you

I Have You

I have you in my brain
I have your name in my skin
I feel your spirit through my vein
Separating our heart is a sin

If You Ask Me

If you ask me
How deep my love is
I wouldn't know the answer
For I will only reach the bottom in ever after

And if you ask me
to measure my heart
I'm afraid I would never see you again then
For the journey needs thousand years to end

Love

When you get there
Say my name then
For in second, I'm in your hand

Done and Gone

21-11-2009

What has been said is done
What has been done is gone
Nothing has been found
No one to count

You're Everywhere

Baby,
I can see you in my blind
I can hear you in my deaf
I can breathe you in my air
I can feel you in my sleep
Baby,
You're everywhere

God's Love

For the pain inside and the love outside

I know it well that God loves me no matter what