Mirror (Cermin)

Cermin

Kupandangi cermin didepan berdiriku
Akankah bayangan itu berubah?
Mungkinkah bayangan itu memudar?
Bayangan itu senyata nafasku
Bayangan itu sepasti lukaku
Semakin dalam dukaku saat melihatmu
Cermin fana pengungkap dusta

Sembunyikanlah nyatamu
Aku malu dan pilu
Pudarkanlah bayangmu
Aku luka dan berduka
Retakkanlah wujudmu!

Aku ingin melupakannya
Bayang semu diriku
Bayang semu senyata dustaku
Bayang semu senyata dosaku


Mirror

(23/07/2011)

I stare at the mirror in front of my stand
Would my reflection changed?
Is there any maybe it will be faded?
This reflection as real as my breath
This reflection as precise as my sad,
And it gets deeper when I see you,
The disguise revealing mirror makes me blue

Please, hide your reality
I’m embarassed and in no clue
Fade me my reflection
I’m wounded and escaped from truth
Break me yourself, I’m begging you!

I want to break me,
My reflection in disguise,
The disguised me in falsity
My disguised me needs clarity!

Option

(24/06/2011)

Postpone everything and be nothing

Or

Do everything and be something

Tears

(11/08/2005)

In every single tear I can see you

In every single tear I can taste you

Describe it yourself how big I miss you

You aware very well how much I want you

It’s only a little favor I need from you

Please take these tears away, I’ll thank you

The tears that remind me of you

America, the Melting Pot for Freedom

(20/06/2011)

Ones might know the value for tolerance

Let’s ask Americans for their multicultural life

How has it been?

Are they living in a camouflage screen?

Ones might throw their identities

Let’s ask Americans for their multicultural life

Should we keep our ethnicities unseen?

Or we keep our sanities in between?

Ones might keep their entities

Let’s ask Americans for their multicultural life

Can they socialize easily?

Or they only do chat briefly?

Ones might blend-in perfectly

Let’s ask Americans for their multicultural life

Can they act in melting pot fairly?

Or they mind their popularities only?

YOU

(04/03/2005)

I can write what I want

I can write what I think

I can write what I know

I did, write what I saw

I just can’t,

Can’t write what I see…

You!

The Bads & The Unsads

If you care the others

You’ll be cared by them

If you care with love

You’ll be loved by them

None of caress lives for the bads

But not every caress fed by the unsads

As long as the sad has caused the good

There won’t be a big stone blocking your boat

That will bring you to the love, that gold

The Bads & The Unsads

If you care the others

You’ll be cared by them

If you care with love

You’ll be loved by them

None of caress lives for the bads

But not every caress fed by the unsads

As long as the sad has caused the good

There won’t be a big stone blocking your boat

That will bring you to the love, that gold

About Care

Everyone needs caress not careless

Everyone wants happiness not sadness

None of ones wants to be unseen, but to be famous

Everyone needs to be believed

Not just being relieved

Everyone needs a solve

Not a lot of words

Everyone knows about care

But not everyone makes it fair

Everyone knows how to care

But not everyone can run it dare

I’ll See You Again

I’ll See You Again

There are tears on my eyes

Streaming away like a falls

Your love wasn’t as that precise

And I, don’t even have a word, just cry

It seems too far away

To break my heart with one slay

Friend, thanks for been a friend

I know I wouldn’t survive without you

Now,

After you gone, I’m getting string

I know you’re gone but not for long

Cos I’ll see you again

Up there,

Up in heaven

Triangle Love

Triangle Love

Both of them are my friends

They fall in love each other

And I’m the cupid man

Time’s getting far and their love won’t be over

I guess this is the deal

Could you realize of what I feel?

Could you save and make me healed?

No, you could not

Cos I love him, the one that you love

Help Me

I saw my own reflection

Stood still next to my own devotion

I looked the anger inside my eyes

It burned myself and was covered by lies

Inside me, I screamed

So loud I couldn’t feel my ears

I was hoping, was in a dream

So much I could feel my tears

That was why I’m here

I lost myself without you

I’ve felt my biggest fear

Please help me to get through

No Goodbye

I love you!

Maybe that’s the words

That I can say to you

No one will separate me from you

Don’t worry,

Cos I won’t leave you

Someone in my neighbor life

Just made my dream seems alive

Although the time seems to run

I know you’ll always be my sun

Two and a half days

Already made me falling for you

Just listen to what I say

Cos I won’t make you feel blue

Unfair

Unfair

They have eyes

But they never see

They have ears

But they never hear

I, only depends on my hands and feet

The can settle their needs good

I have no crime to taste and meet

Which in their lives are really should

Everybody hates me

Everybody away from me

What have I done?

Should I be gone

And never be seen by one?

Maybe that’s the better way

And in this dimension I lay

That I have never ever met rays

Which always brighten up their days

Is this what I get?

Or just the world that forget

To give me what I shoud had

For I never did what has called bad

Mother

You’re the light of my life

You’re the beat of my heart

You’re my sense in my starve

I hope, I always have you by myside

You’re the spirit of my beating heart

You always cling on my trembling part

When my hollow turns to sorrow,

You’re my only hero

For me, you are my hallow

Mother, I can never say thanks enough

Unique Relationship

(15/06/2011)

Shhh… there’s no need to harsh about
What I told you at first
“You’re here holding my heart
And I’m here after your purse”

No...No need to count our age
No need to assemble our lives
We're not in a relationship's cage
We're in our hidden and sacred hive

We will act in silence
Let no world find out
I can only give my persistence
We’re important for each other a lot

The effect of this is sweet
You got your satisfying pleasure
I got my own treat
But this is only this, just want to make sure

Tolerance and Recognition in Difference

(14/06/2011)

From Singapore to Indonesia

To be a peaceful melting-pot country, we try

To admit what race you are without shy

And still able to be you without a lie

Exactly, that’s what we see in America

The united states that filled with hundreds ethnicities

Maybe even thousands and still keep their entities

Have you seen anything more colorful than this

Rainbow in humanities, no time for conflict crisis

Where all skin colors cover earth surface in degradation

With our hands clasp together singing winning revolution

People’s most beautiful innovation

Tolerance in Difference and Recognition

Charismatic in Fame

(14/06/2011)

From Brad Pitt to him

I changed my taste, it seemed

A guy with red hair and pale skin

Not to mention his natural freckles

Practically, those sound not that keen

But again, his roles are miracles

Can you watch ‘Dream Catcher’ actors

Without laying a concern on him

Can you observe his ‘Band of Brothers’

Without got stunned by him

Can you track his ‘Life’ factors

Without wish for a husband like him

You cannot, can you?

That’s what I feel too

He’s just too precious

To be missed by blinkings

He’s too gorgeous

To be cut by commercial linkings

I know you know who I mean

Or you never heard his name

His charisma, I’ve seen

He, surely, more than just a fame

(Inspired by Damian Lewis)

What If

(12/06/2011)

What if I’m the one who cheats

What if you’re the one who hurt

Will our love be departed wish

Or you’ll give me chance for another start

What if you’re the one who love me so

Will I ask you to go

Will you beg me to stay

Or you’ll be the one for away

What if you love me more

Instead of lusted by her

So what am I here for?

You ripped me to the core

Now I’ll leave for sure

We’re not for each other

My love is too pure

For you to ignore

Broken Heart

My life was great

Moved on perfect

There’s none of fake

Really fantastic

But now it’s ruined off

Just because of one lost call

She called him, the one that I love

She, the one that I hate, now definitely loves him

Dangerous Love

Bring here, bring here

Bring your heart

Come to me

I’ve lived in dusty pain

I’ve absorbed dirty lies

Just like what I’ve been taught and trained

Then,

Why are you still kicking?

Me, just trembling

Why you are yelling?

I was just drawling

Am I good enough for you?

You’re the one I always go to

Should I bleed to tell you I love you